A New Life

Saturday, March 3, 2007 In the journey to searching the real of my self In the journey to searching the truth Often, I felt Confuse…….. So many reality, Also Opinion Which one is true?? Which onr that i must believe forever?? All of that never make me satisfied I think, all of that isnt true [...]

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Burried

Saturday, April 28, 2007 A year Almost passed Since I had choosen this way Since I had stiffen my heart But, No result that I get The last chance is also lost Trashed…….. Failed……… As if I threw away By The dry hot storm My faith is also loosen I dont know How many times [...]

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Disablement

Friday, June 1, 2007 Why….??? Why even though whatever i have done However i have tried I can’t find the reason Of me to always searching of something I can’t understand what is something that i m looking for I cant understand about everything What I feel….. Is only emptiness and loneliness Why I must [...]

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The New Me

For long time i was imprisoned In thick dark side of my self The side which full of furious, Revenge, loneliness, spitefullness, Limitedness, Hatred…. To all over the world….. Moreover , I hate myself My self which full of dirtiness….. My self which full of limitesness… My self which full of deviate…… I never like [...]

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Weakness

October 28,2008 The Way that I had chosen The way of emptiness n loneliness The way where I never know my purpose Now, my purpose is lost As if the happiness light at the edge Was Lost, Gone, Disappear….. The dream that I was craved had lost The wish about future was disappear Nothing purpose [...]

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Confused

Friday, April 13, 2007 When everything was uncovering When the truth had known When the wish shining in front of my eyes….. Then, Justification was asked To be a consequence Determination must be firmed up For our struggle until now in order not to be useless, neglected….. Struggle was begun Even though I feel myself [...]

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